Ordered to be a success

~ ramblings of my younger self (1)

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Ordered to be a success, without a compass.

Don't ask for a map, wear blinkers.

You're capable enough, we know. 
Your anxiety is just a fantasy show.

Every breath is an evaluation, there is no real salvation.

You can rest for a minute if something breaks,

But be careful, you can never exhale.

Don't ask for connection, beat the competition.

People are not allies, run from intimacy your whole life.

Don't learn to ask for help, do it alone but also do it well.

You're capable enough, we know. 
Your failure is just a fantasy show.

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